December 2010
44 posts
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when
it
rains,
it
pours….
when is this EVER going to get better?
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“So, I’ve been thinking about this whole being happy thing, and I feel like...”
– Julian Baker (One Tree Hill)
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“Why do relationships have to be so hard? Because the only thing harder is being...”
– One Tree Hill
My Uncle Frank
My Uncle Frank; My Grandma; My Uncle Michael
I don’t really know what to say because I don’t really know how I’m feeling right now. I guess the only reason I’m putting this on tumblr is because it’s usually easier for me to write about my feelings rather than vocalize them, and I haven’t really been able to say anything to my mom about this. When I found out...
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Day 10: My greatest fear
I can sum up my greatest fear in a quote from my favorite show of all time: One Tree Hill
“That’s what I’m afraid of. Not being enough. Not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough.”
I’ll never meet anyone’s expectations. I’ll never be enough for someone.
I suck at Tumblr
I’m trying my best but I get preoccupied with my life at home too much. So I’m going to try to recommit myself to Tumblr. To do this I’m doing to skip to Day 8 of my challenge.
10 Things I Want to Say to 10 Different People:
1. You are spectacular. You have been a beacon of hope to me in the worst semester of my time in college. I wish I could find a way to say thank you for...
“If you’re lucky, I mean if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet, the...”
– Nathan Scott (One Tree Hill)
Day 5: The Word "Love"
Probably not a good question for a day like today.
What is love? Something too big for any of us to put into words. It’s more than words. It’s the way their eyes light up when they look at you. It’s the warm feeling that flows through your body when they put your arms around you. It’s the relief that washes over you when you hear their voice on the phone. It’s that...
Favorite Childhood Memory
My aunt Lizzy and I
My favorite childhood memories all occurred with my three best friends at the time, my uncles Mark and Tim and my aunt Lizzy. I was lucky enough to grow up in a family where my uncles were only a couple years older than I was and my aunt and I were only months apart. We did everything together while growing up, even after they moved back to Kentucky. I love thinking about...
“Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: “Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it...”
– Lucas Scott (One Tree Hill)
This is my favorite quote of all time:)
Religion..
Day 3. Be proud.
Well religion is a touchy subject for me because I don’t really believe in religion. I think it has only caused problems in our world and no good has actually come from it. MANY people would debate me on that but let me say this first: I believe in faith, not religion. I support the belief in something higher as it relates to spirituality and faith, not what someone tells...
“If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And...”
– Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill (via thoughtsontheloose)
My thoughts on death
At least I’ve made it to Day 2 of my tumblr challenge….
Death. Hmmm. Well I’m not quite sure how I feel about it. I’ve never been especially firm in my spiritual beliefs and I think that has a lot to do with why I have no real opinion. I’m not necessarily one of those people who thinks “Well everything will be ok because I’ll die and go to heaven...
A favorite picture of myself and a fact for every...
This is actually a really recent picture of me with my parents and grandma at a Christmas party 1. I love asking my iPod a question and then putting it on shuffle so it can answer the question with a song 2. I made fun of people who watch Glee….until I started watching it and got addicted and now it’s my life 3. When I went to New York City with my mom, I only bought two things: a...
For real this time...a 30 day challenge
So last time I tried to do a challenge, I ended up totally failing and just forgetting about it. But now that I have all this lovely time on my hands because it’s break, I’m going to try to commit to it. Here’s what’s in store:
day 1 - your favorite picture of yourself and one interesting fact for every year you’ve been alive
day 2 - your thoughts on death
day 3 - your...
In an attempt to take a candid photo of myself for tumblr, I’ve decided I have an oddly shaped head…
Story of my life
reauxregard:
everyone thinks i’m jewish because i draw stars of david on everything and carry a dreidel and celebrate chanukah and talk about how i’m jewish all the time
but i’m not jewish
joke’s on them
praise moses
“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it”
– Albus Dumbledore (via kyliejohnston)
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I thought driving around the state of Michigan for an hour would help but it didn’t. I’m still left with these facts:
1. I have no one to talk to about my life because they’ll either a.) feed me bullshit cliches about “giving it time” OR b.) feel horrible and guilty because they can’t do anything
2. My ex didn’t only shatter my heart but he also...
Good Vibes
I’m looking anywhere and everywhere today for good vibes. I need them. From the moment I woke up today, I’ve felt uneasy. Even making eggs today for breakfast didn’t help and that’s a BIG DEAL for me, as silly as it sounds. But I’m thinking good thoughts, it’s all I can do.
I had a lovely night
tonight. A bunch of us roadtripped to the Toledo Zoo to see the Christmas lights and I had so much fun. It was just a really good group of people and, for the first time in awhile, I realized how much I laugh these days. Like real full belly laughs. For the past couple months, it’s been hard to have a good night without thinking about Jamie or missing Jamie or being sad. On those nights it...
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My Future Husband... →
I am in love with Darren Criss on Glee. I am fairly convinced that we’re going to get married one day and live happily ever. He performed “Hey Soul Sister” on Glee this week and I can’t stop watching it. When he sings, “I’m so gangster, I’m so thug,” I drool. I’ve actually been making my friend Sarah impersonate him and sing this line because it makes me giggle like a schoolgirl with a crush....
Be Careful What You Wish For...
This has been a very frustrating week for me. I spent the beginning of the week asking God to bring me a crush because this semester has been a BIG dry spell for me in terms of boys. Because of my newly single lifestyle, I was hoping that I might get to enjoy the perks of being single by meeting people and flirting and developing harmless crushes but, up to this point, it hasn’t happened....
